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I'm back HOMMEEEE.
Yes.
Miss me? [Answer yes or else.]
Anyway. I had a deliciously wunnerful time there.
Okay, so I did feel pretty weird; decked out in these summery outfits and bathing suits.
Like, it was a complete change from what I usually wear okayy. Anyway nobody wears all-black when they're on a beach villa holiday. That's just stupid. [Okay, so maybe I wore all-black once. But it was just for that one day. To the mall. Which, technically, doesn't even count.]
So I had to revamp my wardrobe [if you could call that revamping], and tuck away my poor ol' black clothes somewhere Dark And Dank in my closet back home.
But I had a really great time there, so even that didn't matter.
Andand nobody mistook me for Thai/Spanish/Hawaiian/insertrandomracehere !!! Like, YAY. Finally people are starting to get it right.
About time too.
Top Ten Things To Do While In Phuket:
1) Eat. A lot. [I LOVE MY CHICKEN CAESAR SALAD WRAPPP.]
2) Hit the gym. [Egad. The gym there is too cool. I could spend the WHOLE day there. Also, they have these really snazzy exercise machines with flatscreen tellies fixed on. Which fully makes working out this much easier.]
3) Ignore creepy lesbian trainette at the Kids Club who seems to have developed a freaky fixation with me.
4) AVOID WEIRD OLD TOURISTY MEN WHO TRY TO SNAP PHOTOS OF MY MIDRIFF.
5) Embarrass self to the next century when being taught how to play pool by [squeal] dark haired, blue eyed [he was this close] guy. [Note to self: Improve hand-eye coordination.]
6) Ease boredom by running around with aforementioned guy for entire afternoon. [Legs hurt.] Away from annoying little Irish boys who will insist on following us around and screaming inane statements about...steroids, I think?
7) Proceed to dao aforementioned hottie for the next two days until departure, after remembering The Anti-B Deal. [I am a girl of solidarity.]
8) Attempt to ignore weird blonde Mean Girl types. [complete with skanky bikinis and almost not-there short shorts.]
9) OREO MILKSHAKE. Need I say more?
10) Have a blast. Because it's as close to summer as we'll ever get.
My newly acquired pool skills still suck though.
Whoever knew an Austin could have black hair and blue eyes?
I certainly didn't.
Anyway.
EEEUUURRGHH. SEE NOW I CAN'T CONCENTRATE. ::mope::
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Haha.
Sucks to him.
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Okay, like, if anyone out there is listening and actually cares- like, I seriously need to do something.
Help me.
I need to get that face outta my head and those blue eyes the hell outta my memory.
[And no, you don't know this person.]
Is it even legal for eyes to be so blue?
My gosh, I swear I would give almost anything for a memory wipe. Right now I feel like breaking down and crying; but there's no sense in crying anyway because that would be just stupid, which makes me feel even worse because nothing makes a person feel worse than when they feel like crying even though they know that they technically have no justification to cry.
Beautiful but forgettable. The one vivid thing-- eyes. Blue- so, so blue.
And I feel stupid ranting like this, because like HELLO. I shouldn't be letting stupid things like this get me down, but whatever. I feel like crap, and right now I don't even know who to talk to about this, because I've got some sort of a reputation and people'll probably just laugh, just laugh at what I'm scared to show them.
You naive moron; you so deserve this.
Summer flings= so hot. but totally bogus.
Do yourself a favour and do not ever step into that territory.
Trust me, you'll save yourself hell of a lot of pain.